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Monday, February 6, 2012

Bad news will not stop.,....

The other day I was feeling good and wondering what would happen to bring me down again,  My sugar was brought down and my bp so I was feeling optimistic.  But I kept thinking the ball was going to fall  and hit me square  on the  head again,

Two days ago, my best friend called to tell me her husband died.  He was  sweet guy and I felt bad for her and for us but not for John cause John had been suffering for some  time.  It was his time to go.  I will miss him though.

But today my foster sister who has been suffering from colon cancer called to tell me her son, who was raised with me by my foster mom, was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and is in hospice care now.  He is not expected to make it and I know that if Byrum dies, his mom will not be far behind him.  I will lose two loved ones within a very short time.  This news has devastated me.  We were raised together from the time he was three and I was nine until  we were adults.  I am close to both of them.

I don't know  what to say about it.  I feel like I am in a fog of some sort.  I don;t know what to do.  Keep praying, I guess.  But do I pray for him to live or pray for him to just be pain free and go peacefully?  I guess just asking God to do His will, and pray for the best for him and his family.


  1. I am so sorry to hear this compounded news. Boy it really hits hard when it hits doesn't it? Pray that Byrum is as comfortable as possible. The prognosis is not good if he's in hospice. Seems we get more bad days than good ones don't we. Sending my thoughts and prayers to you and yours!

  2. Sometimes prayers are all we have. And usually they get answered accordingly. I will pray too Garnet. I am sorry for your sadness. Please continue to take care of yourself.
    Love Di ♥

  3. I too am sorry all this has hit you at once. You certainly can't go wrong praying that God's will be done in any situation and of course hoping that the loved ones do not suffer. Know that you will be in our prayers and thoughts daily.

  4. I'll be praying for you All dear friend...Sending you healing and Much love!!!

  5. Thank you all for your kind words.

  6. It seems to be piling up for you. All the best in walking through this troublesome time.