No surgery tomorrow. *sigh* I went to the docs to have him go over everything so I could go in and have it done. He just said no. No. I will not pass on this. Your ekg is bad. So, I have to see a heart specialist again. I had some sort of spell and had to see him then but he could not find out what it was but now it is something else. So it will be delayed. Not sure how long but I will hang in there and survive. I know that.
I was very depressed and cried a bit when I found out but it could be so much worse. I could have gone under and something might have happened, then what sort of pickle would I be in?
How many have living wills? I have one. I have to take it with me when I go in for surgery. I do not want to live on machines, that is for sure. I did not want my family to have to make that decision. So I had to go find them. Anyway, I am ready.