I have not been on for a few days because of fighting depression that is coming with the problem I am having with my leg. I hope to find out in a few days exactly what is going on. I hate being this way.
I did have something happen in the past few days that has uplifted me. My friend from Illinois is coming. I did not here seeing me like this but she says I have helped her in so many ways she wants to take care of me for a day or so and cook me a few meals. She and her hubby will be staying in their camper but coming here to fix the meals and visit. I am now looking forward to it.
Then my sil, brother-in -law's wofe, came to visit me. You have no idea what this visit did not me. She was the one who hated me all these years. Or so I thought. She came and we talked things out and I now know she was undiagnosed depression and that is one of the reasons she had changed so much. She also became a christian and now the two of us can talk, really talk to each other.
This is a miracle to me. I finally have another friend and I am so pleased about that. I now understand why her childish outbursts happened. Much of is was just anger at the world and something was wrong and she could not understand exactly what it was. I am glad we had the chat and I enjoyed her visit.